No Quarter Given: Abstinence, Greed, Surrender & Truce Combined
She wants to feel alive. Post Never Again and onwards. Serious angst.
All available parts of the story have been combined. Warning: This series was not completed, but what's available ends in a satisfactory way. Actually, I wasn't even aware that there were more parts than the widely available trilogy until the lovely Marina Frenzy pointed out there was an incomplete part 4. Part 4 is only available on Mish's old personal page via the wayback machine.